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A heart appears in the window
So clear against the rain
Sliding down the dirty pane
Drawn long ago but clear now
Initials appear as my breath
Frosts the glass slowly
And I see the letters I've tried
To erase time and time before
Words I wrote before mean
Nothing to me now that I know
Just what you're capable of and
All the love you've used
You told me you loved me
Then why'd you have to go
Leaving me standing in the rain
Tears sliding down my face
Like the raindrops I watch
A clean wipe to the slate
Just to keep moving on
From times that were so good
Time and time again I've written
I hate you and I don't care any more
But the thing is I do care still
With every passing day
Look into my eyes and see
That the secrets I've buried
Refuse to stay underground
So these words will surface now
I miss you still sometimes
When I'm all alone and thinking
I wonder if you miss me too
Then I realize I'm supposed to hate you
For every promise you broke
The lies you refused to admit
Secrets you kept from me before
Everything you burned in the end
I get so confused by the way
I'd like to try and forget you
At the same time I never
Want to hate you any more
So clear against the rain
Sliding down the dirty pane
Drawn long ago but clear now
Initials appear as my breath
Frosts the glass slowly
And I see the letters I've tried
To erase time and time before
Words I wrote before mean
Nothing to me now that I know
Just what you're capable of and
All the love you've used
You told me you loved me
Then why'd you have to go
Leaving me standing in the rain
Tears sliding down my face
Like the raindrops I watch
A clean wipe to the slate
Just to keep moving on
From times that were so good
Time and time again I've written
I hate you and I don't care any more
But the thing is I do care still
With every passing day
Look into my eyes and see
That the secrets I've buried
Refuse to stay underground
So these words will surface now
I miss you still sometimes
When I'm all alone and thinking
I wonder if you miss me too
Then I realize I'm supposed to hate you
For every promise you broke
The lies you refused to admit
Secrets you kept from me before
Everything you burned in the end
I get so confused by the way
I'd like to try and forget you
At the same time I never
Want to hate you any more
Literature
paper hearts and ashes.
you always cut out paper hearts and then ripped them up.
i asked why, once.
you said, "to get the anger out."
and i could only wonder if you would ever do the same to my heart.
--
you liked to scar my wrists with your too-sharp nails. you said you were 'making your mark' on me.
but if you could only see the marks you've left on the inside.
--
you taught me this:
ashes are like people.
you can try to keep them, but in the end, the wind always carries them away.
Literature
First Night
Rosie lay across from me in the cold, dark ward. She was agoraphobic; and when she laughed, her hands fluttered and she tapped her feet against the floor.
It was late when they carried me in. I had no name; just a plastic bracelet with a barcode and my patient number, address and date of birth. N447584. But the doctor and nurses just called me the O.D girl.
She smiled at me as they attached wires and a heart monitor; as they dressed me in a white hospital gown with the ties undone, leaving my spine naked and exposed.
Somehow I cant find the strength to tie it up, though Im afraid of the strangers hands on me.
Literature
nervosa.
an empty girl with
empty eyes
and a sandpaper
smile.
her meals never
stop
because they never
really
begin.
the mirror defies
her thin wrists
and ankles
and suddenly,
she's not hungry
anymore.
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Hate that I miss you still sometimes.
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Hate that I miss you still sometimes.
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"I miss you still sometimes
When I'm all alone and thinking
I wonder if you miss me too
Then I realize I'm supposed to hate you"
Love those lines.
Nice work (:
When I'm all alone and thinking
I wonder if you miss me too
Then I realize I'm supposed to hate you"
Love those lines.
Nice work (: