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All these broken promises
Stare right back at me
Daring me to say anything
When some are my mistakes

You're trying to make me see
It isn't all my fault for the
Pain I've endured day and night
Trying to keep a smile on

But I can't see past the
Scars on my wrists
Telling me I'm always
Going up and falling down

I've tried time and time again
To put the past away
In neat stacks in tiny boxes
Packing it far away

The ghosts keep coming back
Reminding me I'm not strong
Like I'd rather pretend I am
Instead of facing the truth

I'm so sorry for everything
I've ever done wrong to you
You should know I never meant it
And I'm trying my best because of you

Remember I'll always love you
Through the promises I break
The pain I might cause you
I never meant any of it

So please hear my words now
I want you to know the truth
It's my fault I can't be strong enough
To put the past away for good
:iconyoucantunderstand:

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Warning: Self-mutilation mentioned.

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And I'm so sorry.
You don't know how much I regret it.
I woke up this morning and cried because I truly thought it was over.

For the record...you can't change what I think of myself. I am a screw-up. But thankfully I'm still here.

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:iconfrizziekizzie:
Darling :( :heart: I feel exactly the same :( :hug:

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:jsenn:=RawEm0tion:jsenn:
:tribute:*Self-InjuryClub:tribute:

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:icontyc113:
I know how you feel to be honest.

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Blackbird singing in the dead of night.

My youtube [link]
:iconguitarsapir:
*sigh* yeah, i also feel the same way...

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:heart: To the world, you are just one person. But to one person, you are the world :heart:
:iconyoucantunderstand:
We're always trying to get somewhere, but in the end we feel we get nowhere... :hug:

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I can live without you, but without you I'll be miserable at best. She makes me feel beautiful again. She takes away my pain. In her arms, I can be free. In her eyes, I can be myself. For her, I'd give anything. I love her so very much. <3
:iconyoucantunderstand:
:blackrose:
Here's to the laws of gravity.
How cruel they are indeed.

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I can live without you, but without you I'll be miserable at best. She makes me feel beautiful again. She takes away my pain. In her arms, I can be free. In her eyes, I can be myself. For her, I'd give anything. I love her so very much. <3
:iconyoucantunderstand:
:( :heart: :hug:

Every step you take, there's always going to be some force pulling you back down.

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I can live without you, but without you I'll be miserable at best. She makes me feel beautiful again. She takes away my pain. In her arms, I can be free. In her eyes, I can be myself. For her, I'd give anything. I love her so very much. <3
:iconfrizziekizzie:
:iconsadtruthplz: One step forward, two steps back :(

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:jsenn:=RawEm0tion:jsenn:
:tribute:*Self-InjuryClub:tribute:

Avatar by ~Pwincessnaveera
:icontyc113:
Yes, yes.

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Blackbird singing in the dead of night.

My youtube [link]
:iconyoucantunderstand:
Indeed. I'm just so thankful to be forgiven for being human by somebody.

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I can live without you, but without you I'll be miserable at best. She makes me feel beautiful again. She takes away my pain. In her arms, I can be free. In her eyes, I can be myself. For her, I'd give anything. I love her so very much. <3

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